See Me!

My whole life is a mess and I think I made things worse by the choices I made. I thought I would be a big success by now,  an uplifter, a game changer, a fucking fairy spreading pixie dust all around. I wanted to change things. Now I feel like can't change anything, I can't fix it, because it's already in motion. And now I'm here alone, and I know I made my choices to get here, but I need someone right now. I need someone to see me. I need someone to witness me as I go through this. I need to know someone is out there while I'm going through this. That's what I need.